♥ With loveeeeeeeeeee ,

Thursday, January 29, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Crystal , Piggy ,

I really misses both of you alot .

Let me dream of both of you can ?

Tell me how both of you are doing ,

do you hate me for neglecting you all ?

I'm sorry . Mummy really love both of you .

Wait for me to get married , I want both of you to be my children ,

till then , I'll promise both of you to treat you both good ,

& never let you starve , wait for me okay ? ):

I will name my children as Crystal & as for Piggy ,

I will think of another name that will suit better ,

as nobody name their child as Piggy ,

but Piggy can be a nickname that I call .

Is it okay ? ):

I miss the fun times I had with both of you .

Only if time could rewind ,

I promise to cherish both of you more than anything .

& never allow both of you to die .

& don't worry , I wouldn't forget you both ,

I will go back to the place where I bury you ,

on every 28th of the month .

I will bring your favourite food , pray for you ,

& do everything I could to make both of you happy .

Rest in peace my sweethearts .

Went to school as usual , had breakfast with Baby @ S11 ,

Saw Gary , & co . Had Roti Prata ,

& headed to school as Baby is rushing off to his " Shi Guan "

Art for the first period , then Physics ,

Recess , English & Mathematics .

Argh , boring day .

All I think of is Crystal & Piggy .

Someone bring them back can ? ):

Probation programme @ MCYS tomorrow ,

should I turn up or not ? Shall see how things goes tomorrow .

Time to continue with my homework , art & etc .

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Rest In Peace my sweeties ,
Crystal & Piggy .
May both of you be happy in the other world .

I'm sorry , I neglected both of you ,
I'm the cause of your death , forgive me .
Please find a better owner in your next life .
I gonna miss both of you .
Hope you both love the box Daddy & I made for you just now .
Mummy & Daddy loves you .

In memories of Crystal & Piggy ham-hams ,
28th January 2009 .
Forever in my heart . Please let me dream of both of you .
The cage you guys used to live in seems so empty right now ,
I hope time can be rewind , so I can cherish both of you again .
I miss you guys ):
But both of you ain't coming back .
I'm sorry .

blogged @ 11:48 PM

Monday, January 26, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Happy new year everyone ! :D
Get more red packet yah ! Time to change and out to get red packets ! (:
[ Proof ! Gone ! * ]

blogged @ 10:08 AM

Saturday, January 24, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

I'm back from shopping . Not a very pleasant day .
Went Bugis with Shuhui , bought a handbag , vest & Boyf shirt .
After that trained to Bugis , met up with Jingwei & Louis brother .
Not long after , Wenlong reach & went shopping together ,
as Jingwei wanna get smth for CNY .

Blahblahblahs ! *
I spent $120 on my CNY clothes . What the hell .
Mum gonna nag @ me alr , sighs .

I wonder what's wrong with my relationship .
Maybe I'm just not a very good Girlfriend .
But I still love him .
Baby , please tell me beforehand if you wanna let me go .
If you don't love me anymore , let me know too ,
I shan't bother you & let you decide what you want .
No matter what it takes , I just want you to be happy ,
whether it's with me , or without me .
Your smiles are the sweetest I've ever seen .

blogged @ 9:32 PM

Friday, January 23, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

I'm back from shopping @ Bugis ! :D
But haven't shop enough , going back tomorrow to get more things ,
then Vivocity . With Shuhui & co .
I shan't name the others (:

Freaking tired right now , got to sleep early .
Will do a full update of what I've bought for CNY tomorrow / another day .
PingYan ! I saw you again ! :D
But why can't you recognize me when I'm right infront of you ?
Roar ! Heartless-bastard ! :\

& yeh , F.Y.I , you don't needa see me online anymore ,
you know who you are , since you blocked me ,
there's no point chatting in MSN anymore right ?
Do what you want , it's non-of-my-business alr .
Had enough of your nonsenses , the way you talk to me just now ,
super " qiao " okay ! Fvck you lah ! Dare to do , then dare to admit .
Since you don't need me anymore , what for still so close ?
Go find your " sisters " yah (:
Eeret !

Blahs ! * Baby I miss you (:
Must bring me go your house meet your parents horh ! :\
Goodnight world .

blogged @ 11:58 PM

Thursday, January 22, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Alright , shall do some simple update for Tuesday , Wednesday & today .
So , what should I say ? LOL .

I've really forgotten about what I did for Tuesday .
If I'm not wrong , Baby met me on Monday evening ,
& sent me to school on Tuesday morning .
I'm not very sure , as my mind is flooded with lotsa important tasks ,
I don't seem to remember whatever that happened .

Next , Wednesday . What I do again huh ? .____.
Oh , Wednesday is yesterday -.-
Damn ! There must be something wrong with me .
Okay , yesterday . I went MCYS to report to Miss Chen ,
for don't-know-what programme , it's a group discussion ,
discussing about our V-P-O .
* blahblahblahs *
Then met up with Shuhui after the session ,
& later on , we went to meet Beverly @ Bugis .
Wanted to shop for my CNY clothes , but there doesn't seem to have something I like .
Guess who I saw ! LOL . It's PingYan . But he don't recognize me anymore .
Aww , forget it , afterall , everything happened almost 3 years ago .
Had KFC for dinner , shopped for awhile more then .
Trained home after that , then cabbed @ Lakeside .
Beverly went to my house while waiting for X to drive her home (:

Oh well , so much so far , I didn't go to school today .
Overslept-ed . Actually , overslept is just part of the reason .
I was too tired yesterday , but didn't sleep enough last night ,
& also , looking @ my timetable , the moment I see art lessons ,
I have phobias , I don't know how to face the teacher ,
all I can picture is him , screaming @ us for not doing enough ,
pushing us to do all the art properly , asking for high standards .
OMG , the think of it , make my headache comes back .
Someone teach me what to do can ? ):
I still cannot decided which theme to start on .
Garden or Bird life ? I have no idea at all .

CNY around the corner , & my family is nagging & nagging .
I haven't helped to clean the house , my room .
Sigh , I'm alr very very stress about my art & etc ,
give me a break , will you ? .__.
You guys are driving me crazy ! Stop the f.rantings ! I had enough !

Need go for another programme tomorrow ,
school will be as usual tomorrow too -.-
But with CNY celebration , WDF !
Not half day meh ! Kaos ! Sibei NIAO ah ! Zzz

Baby ah Baby , don't blame yourself for whatever that happened .
Is my fault alright ? I shouldn't have treated you this way either .
Sorry , I love you .

Shall do some cleaning up , hopefully can please that Empress @ home -.-
& arttttttttttttttttttttttttt -.- DAMNNNNN ! SUPER STRESS LAH !
Done blogging .

[ Gone ! * ]

blogged @ 12:59 PM

Monday, January 19, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Oh my , been days since I've updated my blog .
I'm kinda lazy now anyway :x
& there's a Chemistry test tomorrow ,
so , I got to start revising it soon .
Promise to do a proper update soon (:

Baby , sorry to make you worry just now ,
promise , I'm not going to let history repeat alright ? (:
Love you , my Dearest :3

blogged @ 4:57 PM

Friday, January 16, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

I'm super duper freaking tired ,
so , a short summary of today .

Did not attend school , due to my heavy headache ,
went Bugis , to settle my things ,
& Uncle came to drive me to his house , to paint his house ,
been painting for the whole day ,
celebrated sister's birthday after dinner .
& continued painting , & now I'm here blogging .

Oh god , I'm freaking tired , time for my beauty sleep .
Goodnight my world .

blogged @ 11:51 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Well , I'm back from school & aunt's house .
I don't really have the mood to blog anyway .
So , shall be a rather short one today .

Went to school this morning , met Beverly & Bernice ,
walk-ed to school , assembly , almost fell asleep ,
as I am freaking tired today .
Next was Art , who knows what wrong with Mr.Fadzel ,
he's not like the Mr.Fadzel who once taught me alot .
He's bad-tempered & fierce right now .
Next physics , then recess . After that , English ,
followed by Mathematics .

I'm super sleepy right now ,
shall start mugging & off to bed .
Will update again tomorrow .

blogged @ 6:50 PM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

WOOOTS ! Terrific news ! Mr.Fadzel is back ! I gonna have more ideas for my art alr !
Welcome back Mr.Fadzel ! :D :D :D
& FYI , Mr.Fadzel is my art teacher (:

Okay , finally ! I'm back to school ! :D
Nothing special today , only that , I got banged by a Indian guy in school ,
damn ! What's so fun to run about outside the classroom ?
Woahpiang eh ! Wear long pants will don't know how to think ,
you think you still 10 years old ah ? Roarr ! Don't know how to say Sorry somemore .

First 2 periods was Mathematics , OMFG , I'm dead for sure ,
I missed the lesson on Monday , & now I don't even understand the topic ,
I've got no idea what Mdm.Wong is talking about .
Shall read thru the textbook & try to understand myself ,
as Baby wouldn't be free to teach me these few days .

Next was Physics , talked about Work Done & Power .
Not bad , I still understand ley ! XD
Except that , due to my absense , I didn't manage to hand in my work ,
& was too late , as Mr.Kum went thru the worksheet this morning .

Soon after 1 period of Physics was Social Studies ,
that one even worst , plenty of notes to copy , & I haven't even copied !
God damn it ! I swear I'm never going to miss school again .

* Ringring ! * Recess time ! :D
Had rice with Veggie , Chicken drumstick & Egg !
Oh yah ! & Hotdog with cheeeeeseeeeeeeeee ! :D
Yummy yummy yummy !

Next , Chemistry , chemical formulae ):
I don't understand . LOL !
Nevermind about that , I will do my self-study ! :D

Time for a little nap / do homework .
* Hiakhiakhiak ! *
Homework timeeeeeeeeeee ! :x

If you have the will , you'll have a way (:
Baby , I hope everything goes well for you .

P.S My house is haunted ! & I can see ghost anywhere now ! OMFG ?!

blogged @ 2:47 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Didn't go school today , on M/C .
I miss school .____.

Woke up at 11+ this morning ,
texted Baby , but he was sleeping at the moment .
Didn't celebrate our Monthsary yesterday .
So , gonna celebrate today (:
But , we are still wondering where to go ,
& what to do . LOL !

A piece of good and bad news ,
firstly , my left eye recovered ! :D
( Well , that's a good news for me )
& the bad news , I can't wear contact lens yet .
Aww , how the hell am I going out with Baby without my lens ?
Should I wear my lens for only today ? :x
I really can't stand wearing specs ! OMFG ! T.T

Well well well . Don't know what to blog alr ,
shall post again later / tomorrow .
As I might not have the strength to post again tonight . LOL !
I might be going to don't-know-who's wedding dinner with Mum tonight .
LOL ! So troublesome !
Bye everyone !

Chen Swee , he's mine okay ! Mine mine mine mine ! :D
I've linked you up alr (:

blogged @ 1:10 PM

Monday, January 12, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Okay fineeeee , I hate my left eye !
I'm a goldfish right now , like what Jing Wei commented .
What theeeee hell luhhhhhhhhh !

Went to school in the morning ,
then during assembly eye pain alr ,
but , didn't really care @ first ,
had Chinese , followed by Geography ,
until end of Geography , I really cannot take the pain anymore ,
my eye were like reddish , teary , swollen & PAINNNNN !
So , went to General Office to report sick ,
& the VP sent me home (:

Went to see doctor just now ,
okay , I've forgotten what the doctor said about my eye ,
the only thing I remember was , I am not allowed to wear contact for these few days ,
untill my eye recover , & I have to change new lens , not the one I'm wearing today .
& he said alot of profound words -.- which I don't understand ,
so , gotta buck up on my Vocabulary alr .
The doctor gave me a bottle of eye drop , & that's all .
Oh yah , a 2 days Medical Certificate was given , for today & tomorrow .

Well , I wouldn't be going school tomorrow .
Can anyone help me take down the notes & homeworks ?
Your help will be greatly appreciated .
Thanks in advance (:
I love you all .

Baby went to get his results , he was super " nervous " .
Nothing to worry about , cos I know he can make it (:
Love you Baby ! :D
Text me when you are home yeah !
I'm going to bed & have plenty of rest .
Will post again soon .

Oh god , let me get well please , I don't wanna miss any lesson ):

[ Edited * ]

I really wonder , is studying really that bad / torture ?
Why would people do different things from what I'm doing ?
When I used to hate studying , people around me are studying like crazy ,
then when I make up my mind , & start studying , hoping to find a companion ,
everyone is telling me that they don't wanna study anymore .
I always thought I've made the right decision , but this time , I really L-L (:

Whatever it is , I really don't know what to do , I'm speechless to be true .
If anyone were to tell me they don't wanna study anymore / no heart to study ,
I wouldn't be nagging & etc alr , cos it's your life , your future ,
I've got no rights to interfere , cos I'm nobody .
You have your rights to decide what you want , & do it , don't care what others have to say .

Oh well , don't tell me anyone's result anymore , I don't wanna hear anything ,
this life is cruel , but at the same time , you get only what you deserve .
If you are dissatisfied about your results , ask yourself , have you put in your effort ?
& if your answer is yes , don't think about it anymore ,
you can go back proudly , & tell your parents , " I've did my best . "
but if it's a no , & you really regretted , the only thing you can do is ,
bear with the scoldings you might get from your parents , & tell yourself ,
never to let history repeat again , & give it your best shot in anything you do in future .
You might have missed out something that will do you good in your future ,
but , too bad , you chose not to study , not to care about it ,
you can blame nobody else , but yourself .
Don't be bothered / dishearted by it , what happen , happened ,
being sad / disappointed doesn't change anything .
You just have to stand up & start all over again .

Not going to continue anymore ,
sick & tired of typing when I'm a nobody .
Goodluck everyone , & all the best in everything you do .
Take careeeeeeeeeee :D

blogged @ 2:53 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Unhappy Sunday ,
I don't know what's wrong again .
Maybe I was too unreasonable , I really don't know .
All I know is , to quarrel because of game ,
is totally unacceptable luh . Okay , take it as my fault then .

Sometimes I feel as if I own the whole wide world ,
everything seems like a fairytale , simple , perfect , & beautiful too .
But out of the sudden , a hurrican came ,
& blew everything away . Things become terrible ,
unbelieveable , & imperfect , just like the reality , cruel & ugly .
Can someone tell me , what is actually wrong ?

Forget about that .
Baby's getting his O level results tomorrow .
Hope he gets what he want (:
Even if he doesn't , at least he tried his best .
Goodluck Baby . { xoxo }

& tomorrow will be our monthsary ! :D
Been together for 1 month alr ! Time flies .
But a pity , Baby wouldn't be able to meet me .
It's okay , cos getting his O results is more important .
Baby ! Get a good result as our monthsary present okay !
I love you (:

Shall end here , maybe get some rest or ,
watch teevee / do nothing .
Been running toilet since this morning ,
& running nose / cold since a few days ago .
When am I going to recover ):
Sighhhhhh .

Baby , I love you .

blogged @ 5:48 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Good morning my world (:
Just woke up not long ago , wash-ed up & went GunBound-ing .
I'm so damn hungry right now , & Baby is still bathing .
Aww , he bathe super duper long ley ! :x
I didn't went to ICA with Mummy , as I was sleeping soundly .

Meeting Shuhui @ Jurong Point later ,
planning to study on those weaker topics ,
we can exchange notes & etc .
Shall have Long John Silver with Baby later too .
& he's heading home after that .

Will update again when I'm home ! :D
Looking for part-time job , anyone can introooo ?

Went Jurong Point to have our late lunch ,
ate Long John Silver .
We were deciding what to eat , when suddenly ,
Baby stared into blank air , & told me ,
" I think that's Jerry , " LOL !
So , ShuHui & I turned to look @ his direction ,
Yeh , he's right , it's Jerry .
& Tricia ! :D Hellooooooo Tricia ! LOL !
Din really care or bothered by it .
It's non-of-my-business anyway (:

Went Library to get books for my book reviews ,
studied , do homework , read & etc .
Then went to the Halah FoodCourt @ Basement to have our dinner .
Blahblahblahs ! *
& headed home .

Here am I blogging about my day ,
time for GunBound ! :D
Baby , your I/C is still with me ! Wahahahahahaa !
Don't wanna give you back , nehnehnibubu ! :P

blogged @ 3:06 PM

Friday, January 9, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

Baby , I'm sorry .
I know I'm in the wrong ,
I don't know what's wrong with me recently ,
too stress with everything's that going on .
Pardon me for my attitude and etc .
Promise you , things gonna get better .
I'm sorry . I love you .

Back from school , it's the 6th day I'm going to school willingly ,
nobody force me , no-one threaten me .
First period was massrun , but due to lack of time ,
as many of us changed into P.E slowly ,
we didn't had to run , instead we had some light exercise .
Next was Geography , was asked to stand behind class .
I was late for class , as I went to change back to my uniform .
After that was 2 periods of Chinese ,
went to computer lab , to discuss on the following project we have .
Next 4 periods was English , excluding Recess .
Had some group discussions , & did some group work .
One homework today , got to write an Introduction ,
marks will be included in the coming Common test .

Going for reporting later ,
shall update again tomorrow .
Right now , it's time to apologize to Baby for my bad attitude towards him .
I'm sorry my love , I didn't mean it .

[ Edited * ]

Back from reporting .
Met Shuhui @ Tpy KFC just now , to help her with her Chinese .
Went popular after that , & got myself a Physics & Chemistry guide book (:
Should be a great help for my exams .

Trained to Jurong East , & met up with Baby ,
shock lahhh ! He suddenly sit behind me .
* Wide smiles ! *
After meeting up with Baby , we went Jurong Point ,
to have our dinner , but due to our disappointment ,
all the fast foods were flooded with people ,
& the bloody damn food court stalls were closing .__.
So , went to Popular to look for a Mathematic guide ,
too bad , didn't found a suitable one .
Bus-ed to S11 after that , where Baby ate Chicken Cutlet rice ,
while I ate French Fries , both of us had Pepsi & Pepsi Twist .
Walk-ed home , & here I'm blogging (:

No school tomorrow , finally get to sleep for all I want .
Maybe accompanying Mummy to ICA building tomorrow ,
as she wanted to replace her I/C .

Time for Gunbound !
Nights everyone !

blogged @ 1:10 PM

Thursday, January 8, 2009'♥

♥ = Elmo + Cookie Monster :3

* Proof ! *
A new year , a new beginning .
& a new blog !
Maybe abit too late , but nevertheless , it's still a new blog right ? :D

Now a little update on what's happening ever since the start of school .
Proudly to announce 2 good news ,
" I've been going to school for 5 consecutive days ! "
& tomorrow shall be the 6th ! :D
Been listening in class , & paying 101% attention ,
I hasn't been sleeping in class , & had been doing all my homeworks .
No late hand-ins , no more forgetting to bring my books !
( Aww , I'm damn proud of these can ! )

N level this year , got to buck up & pull up my socks ! :x
I've got an extreme misson for myself ,
targetting to be the top student in class .
( I know it's difficult , but I will try my best . )
Nothing is impossible when you put your effort into it ,
& I gonna put in 101% effort to complete my extreme mission :D
I'm sure you guys will give me all your support I need right ?
* Wide smile ! *

I've learn to contribute to the community by studying hard .
Hahahahahahaa ! You guys must be wondering where my motivation came from right ?
Shall share it with you guys & some tips into having the " mood " to go school .
Firstly , my motivations came from my Mum & Boyfriend .
Both of them bet that I wouldn't go school everyday ,
& I've decided to prove them wrong by going school everyday .
Secondly , whenever you feel like sleeping @ home , instead of going school ,
think about your classmates , & those knowledge you will gain in a few hours !
When you gain something , you will lose some too .
Take for example , you waste about 6-8 hours going to school , ( now that's losing )
but @ the same time , you gained knowledge !
These knowledge gonna help you aot in future , worth contributing right ? (:
Hope these gonna help :/
But if you think you wouldn't be able to do these ,
then I suggest quitting school (:

Oh yah , I gonna relink everyone ,
instead of copying & paste from the previous blog .
So , please tag me if you want me to link you up (:

Shall end here , & continue with Gunbound-ing ,
will update again tomorrow .
Have an early night everyone (:
* Proof ! * Gone .

blogged @ 8:14 PM